strum it. play it. love it.
illusions
Friday, May 4
8:31 PM
take what's left of me.
got home and went straight to bed.
i know i suck, especially when my mum asked me to help her do housework but i kind of ignored it.
but it sucks even more when i just don't want to face anyone,
so the best was to sleep.
and now i'm home alone.
i'm not trying to say i'm any bit normal but i think the human head and heart has such queer reactions and thoughts.
i just feel like staying away from everyone and be in a world of my own,
since i suppose that is the safest place.
i've always been scared of people.
its as if i feel that they want something out of me,
expecting something from me,
i don't know what but perhaps its just being paranoid.
but i hate facing people and their childish games.
i think i sound like some i-think-the-world-suck-and-i-think-i-am-the-coolest asshole.
don't expect anything from me,
cause you'll realise there's nothing in me.
you be love and i'll be a liar
